Hello Beauties,
So I've recently been going through some old camera SD cards and well came across this...
...Yes this is me.. and yes I know puberty done me good! These pictures were taken when I was 12/13 (I think) and I was going to a school disco. I remember going into New Look with my mum and picking out my outfit but, boy I did not remember how large I actually was at this age! So, I've never really been 100% confident or happy about my weight but seeing pictures of me like this, it just goes to show how far I've come in the last 5 years. In terms of my confidence, my happiness, my weight and my hair! But when these picture were taken I was unhappy about my weight but it did take another year or so, for me to actually start doing something about it but, that's a story for another time. One thing that hasn't changed though was how much I'm into my fashion, back then I was really happy with my outfit, even though now I probably wouldn't wear that but, I'm sure there is someone out there that would and that's all that matters to me!
This picture does make me a little bit emotional though as looking back on it, all I can think was how 'fat' I was and that was probably what I was thinking at the time to be fair but, I know if I could go back and talk to 13 year old me, I would tell her she was beautiful and I'd tell her not to focus on her weight and I'd tell her to be confident and to express herself through her clothes, as it will you help her to feel better in her own skin.
Lots of Love, Hugs and Kisses,
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